All I’ve got are these photographs I remember when I used to make you laugh
I don’t wanna be stuck in the past But you’re all that I have... that I had
And I don’t wanna lose what we built this far
This is me and you, you’re my superstar
I’d give anything, baby here’s heart… ("Photographs" Rihanna)
This is how i feel....felt....and sometimes still feel about Him. It seems unreal sometimes, in our height of "love" i would have never thought we would have ever been separated. Sometimes i wake up in the morning in look at my phone and I'm surprised there are no missed calls from him. No texts in my log, no trance of his existence. He only survives in my memory, well WE are, only in my memory. Writing this is bringing back all the feelings i left behind. He was always there, even when i pushed him away. I don't understand how someone i knew so well could have become a stranger. I remember when i use to ignore his phone calls, now I can't even hear his voice. Just to beclear, i am not mourning You, i am mourning my friend, the person i thought you were.
