I don't know why I expect you to appear You're never there You were never there When I needed you You disappear As if you never existed Except the wound in my heart was ever so present I cry and cry till it hurt Grasping for breath Holding my chest Hoping that somehow The stars would align and you'd Come running to me That somehow you'd sense my pain Being that your the cause ...And cure But i am not Bella And you could never be Edward
Naive of me to believe in you I let you inside of me You've pierced my soul Never knew one could be so cruel Knowing till this day I'm wanting you I'm needing you You show no mercy You act as though we have no history As if I didn't fight battles And lose wars with you