Beauty, what is it? I keep hearing people talk about "she's bad" or "she's beautiful, yet what is it? beauty, like any other word is just a word, the people that use the word gives it meaning.
I wish it was something tangible. Something I could hold on to. I know it when I see, but I can't created it. I can't tell you she's beauty because her hair is long, her waist is slim or her smile. Those are just words, its missing soul. God makes all people beautiful, he breathes life into them creating this undeniable, nearly indescribable beauty. It's up to us to step out of our comfort zone of beauty and recognize all different types.
So...I knew of PJ Harvey, but I didn't KNOW her. I believe you get to know a artist by their music, lyrics, performance, etc,....Im very happy I found her. I adore her music and Her. Im attracted to the rebels. There's something so beautiful about not being perfect. It somehow...makes you exactly who you're suppose to be.
I'm trying to find my way back to God, I just don't know how.
"Set a watch, O Lord, before my mouth; keep the door of my lips. Incline not my heart to any evil thing, to practise wicked works with men that work iniquity: and let me not eat of their dainties." Psalm 141:3-4
I was watching MTV's "If you really knew me" and I was thinking what I would say. Well if you really knew me you would know, I'm so up and down. I notice it and I hate it. I could be so happy and energetic then fall so low and feel like nothing matters. I start questioning what's the point of it all. I always feel like my life is on pause. Like I'm waiting to finally start living. That's all I feel like sharing now, don't want to write anymore. Sent via BlackBerry from T-Mobile
Before the hype, before Drake was a household name, I feel in love with his voice. I remember I first heard him on Lykke's "Little Bit Remix", I was hooked. I then proceeded to download (yes download) all his music. His voice is so sincere, that's what drew me to him. I stopped listening to him for a while after the hype, I felt he switch up his style and was losing himself. I recently saw a documentary on him and it reminded me of the person I fell for ( the artist, the talent). I love that he's hard to categorize, I wouldn't say he's a rapper nor a singer. He's Drake and I like, I definitely like. Right now I'm listening to his song "Night Off" feat. Lloyd with in my statistics class. Yeah that's my new thing, listen to music while in class, it helps the time go by faster. Lately I've been listening to his album "Thank Me Later" a lot as well. I love the track "Fall for your type" I relate to it completely. Believe it or Not feat. Gucci Mane is constantly on repeat also. " I know you say you love me girl, but you probably say that shit to everybody, we just don't believe you" !!! Love it.
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Right now nothing else matters. Just this moment, the music that's playing, the air that's blowing against my face and me laying here writing this. Nothing else is on my mind nothing matters more then this present moment. I'll never get it back, I'm content Sent via BlackBerry from T-Mobile
I hear people say "God does everything for a reason". Yes I agree. I just don't like when something happens and people go straight to blaming God or the devil for it. Maybe things just happens sometimes, simple as that. You lose something, or someone and the only reason for it is there really isn't a reason. Stuff just happens maybe. Its bitter to swallow but I don't know. Sometimes I find it hard to believe that every little thing I do or that happens to me God is responsible for. Okay that sounds wrong, but I'm saying I feel unworthy. Doesn't God have better things to worry about and deal with besides me and my emotions? Is God really concerned that my heart is broken over a boy? Or that I had a bad day? I don't know. Its hopeless but honest.
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